The worst is yet to come.

I run in circles, dodging bullets all the time.
Avoiding conflicts, but it hardly ever works.
A lot of people seems to know what`s best for me.
It doesn`t matter, `cause the worst is yet to come.

Running away, running away from what I am.
Driven by shame, hiding from myself.
Down on my knees, waiting for you to count me out.
Waiting for pain, to show it`s ugly face.

Opress emotion, fake affection, fake a smile.
I`ll never win this game, no matter how I try.
Your love means nothing when I cannot love myself.
It doesn`t matter, `cause the worst is yet to come.

Running away, running away from what I am.
Driven by shame, hiding from myself.
Down on my knees, waiting for you to count me out.
Waiting for pain, to show it`s ugly face.

I try to accept my faith, that I am a total failure, failure.
Looking inside myself, trying to find my saviour, saviour.
Trying to understand, trying to understand.
The meaning of life, the meaning of life is dying.

Running away, running away from what I am.
Driven by shame, hiding from myself.
Down on my knees, waiting for you to count me out.
Waiting for pain, to show it`s ugly face.

ge, sick of the pain, easy to say, hard to explain.
I have no feelings left for you, and that`s fine by me.

Just when you thought you were safe
That`s when you`re falling from grace
You`re fraid you`re losing the game
I`ll give you reasons to hate

Always the same, taking the blame, cheated again, losing the game.
I have no selfesteem at all and that`s fine by me.

Just when you thought you were safe
That`s when you`re falling from grace
You`re fraid you`re losing the game
I`ll give you reasons to hate